What to do???????

Others afterthoughts could be devastating. But pre-pre-thoughts can be self- destructing. So what does one do? Think about all the things that have to be done and drive one’s self crazy or, like the rest of them, come to that mountain when you get there. I just can’t do that. Its not apart of my atomic structure. Productivity is not my middle name. The thought process might be, but it is also a hindrance. Thinking about all of the things we need to do, we need to draw, need to detail, need to order, need to do, to do, to do, (this is one second in my world). By now one can see how hard it is for me to be productive. “Prioritize,” they say. I guess. But everything is important, to me. It try to just sit back and just let things happen, but that just doesn’t happen. Things just don’t happen. I’ll leave you with this, “Process is more important that outcome” Bruce Mau. If that were only true in this case, right?